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tragedy man
Posted on 2005.07.26 at 23:54
Nothing particular worthwhile about today. I saw Eric. We've argued before but I think I might have pushed him too far. I don't know why I can't just accept that there are things I have nothing to offer... I don't understand how it always has to be about something...

But then, I've already come to the realization that I have no idea what life is about.

Lillith has managed more elegant turns of phrase no other time than when she said "Today it rained for hours, and only after the sun came out did I realize I was crying."

The woman has talent... I wish I could have such a gift, god-given or otherwise.

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Eric
deceiverssmile at 2005-07-27 04:22 (UTC) (Link)
You have so many gifts you don't know what to do with any of them, and you still say things like this...

Would being human finally be enough for you?

On another note, how was the job interview?
Luce
tragedyman at 2005-07-27 04:45 (UTC) (Link)
It isn't that, Eric. I just feel so out of touch. People have things that are important to them for selfish reasons... I think I want that?

The interview went well. I met the charges, and started working, actually. I was "more than [they] could have hoped for".

Thank you.
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